Friday, September 11, 2009

The new momma on the block!!

I don't think i can ever forget this day in my life!! It was 10th of Aug. I came back home from works around 7.00PM and was feeling a little uneasy. I puked out the milk i had in the evening. So being a little doubtful and more curious, i prayed to all the gods possible and took a home pregnancy test. And guess what.. IT WAS POSITIVE!!
I really dunno how to describe the emotion i had at that moment.. I was happy, extremely excited, anxious, was crying.... everything at the same damn time...!! My hubby was not around, i was the only person at home.. just didn't know how to react..
In spite of know that my hubby would be driving, i called him, and he picked it up too..!! God.. its all happening too fast.. then i asked him to come home as soon as possible telling i had a good news for him.. and he guessed it right...!!
We went to the doc the same day and i was already 7 weeks pregnant..!! WOW...!!!! :)
Now.. as time goes by.. i am 12 weeks pregnant.. but the excitement, the happiness, the emotions have not subsided even a bit for both of us.
Every time in the scan when we see that tiny little thing, growing inside me, pumping its tiny little heart so damn fast.. the feeling at that moment cannot be expressed.. Its what is the Miracle of Life..!!
Yeah.. there are a few difficulties.. i keep throwing up every meal i eat... i have lost the interest to eat.. i get weird dreams at night.. i don't sleep properly.. i keep peeing every now and then.. but its all damn worth for that tiny little baby growing inside me..!! :)
Yeah i know.. i am already talking like a MOTHER.. but still.. its the most amazing feeling one can ever have..!!
So here i come.. the new MOMMY-TO-BE :)
But you know what, i truly get paranoid when i dont have any of these symptoms even for a day!! Weird huh..??? Btw.. my kid has already got his/her hands and legs and is happily playing around in my tummy :)