The Joy of Motherhood - that's probably what i have to say. Well.. am now in my final trimester or i should literally say, final days of my pregnancy as i hardly have another 15 more days to go :)
I can feel my "kutty" baby now, getting set to come out anytime. He/She is all busy kicking, rolling, doing what not inside my tummy and i can feel everything damn thing the little one does :) Its fun.. it really is fun but scary at times!! But more than being fun, its a very emotional feeling running inside me when i feel the little one do something inside me! Yeah.. Am scared that my little one should be safe inside, am anxious to know what he/she is going through, am worried that the little one inside is comfortable... and the list goes on and on.... All kinda mixed emotions!!
So far things have been good.. just that the entire month i have never slept in the nights, too much acidity and heart burns, urgency to pee (God... how many times will i go to the loo!!!!), hunger like a beast!!! But its all worth it when i think about that little one inside me! And boy.. i really am gonna miss all this in another 15 days or so....
Sometimes i think how great God is.. How beautifully he has formulated this theory.. And now that my little one is fully grown, its so beautiful to see him/her shaking his/her hands legs in the scan.. so small... but so beautiful.. i was in tears.. literally..!!
And yeah.. LABOUR... i have started reading a little about it and learning a lot about it from my friends and family just to be mentally ready for things.. and i should say this.. it is "damn scary"! :( I really dunno how am gonna cope up with things and from what people say its gonna be "horrible"!!! But again.. looking at the brighter side of things.. the output of it is gonna be my angel.. so again its worth it... so i keep telling myself "Prithi..!!! Look at the brighter side of it" (And it is not easy!!;))
So why blog now.. i havent been blogging from my first trimester.. why now.. simple.. not able to sleep and i thought i can throw up something that i had within me for quite long into a blog..!!!
So people.. here we go.. another 15 more days.. the countdown has begun...!!!!
PRAY FOR ME!!!!!!!!! :)
